I’m Invisible – Nobody Knows My Name

I know people who keep telling me about their old classmates and how they hate meeting them. How they lie about how busy they are so they do not have to talk to them. They tell me how they meet sometimes, to talk about the old times back in High School. I don't share their... Continue Reading →


“This is a Phase!”

When it comes to coming out, saying "This is a phase" is probably one of the most hated responses out there. And it is completely disrespectful to say to anyone. Not just to gay/bi/pan/asexual people because it goes both ways. Nobody wants their orientation to be invalidated, no matter what age or orientation they have, that doesn't matter. You don't have... Continue Reading →

You will always be a Girl – Simple Biology

⌈may contain triggers for those who are repulsed by the names of genitals / may trigger those who experience transphobia/personal story below⌋ It's what people will tell you when you come out, especially online, when they feel safe and sound with their anonymous status, not caring how their words may affect other people. And I... Continue Reading →


21.11.2018 – Testosterone, my First Shot

It was around 3pm when I got the call 20th November, it was the Endocrinology. I tensed up immediately, expecting being swept off the ground any second with bad news. They told me that my appointment for the 23rd is canceled, the doctor will be gone again. Tears lingered behind the back of my eyes,... Continue Reading →


Disappointment, But a Date Set – Testosterone

It was the 10th October when I got the papers from my therapist, the papers that officially allowed me to get an appointment for my first testosterone shot from my endocrinologist. I was thrilled. When I was there for the blood test, which took two appointments (here's why), they told me "When you got the papers and... Continue Reading →


The Definition of Love

⌈trigger warning; relapse - eating disorder, self-harm; contains graphic words that can trigger dysphoria⌋ People tell me that love is the feeling of butterflies in your stomach. They say it feels like your heart is about to jump out and that it fills you with warmth. They also say the "love" they talk about isn't... Continue Reading →


Let Boys be Feminine

Whenever I talk with someone about Feminism and Sexism, one question pops up: "What about reverse sexism? Isn't feminism excluding men-issues?" No. In fact, everything is already included! Feminism talks about issues related to gender equality. Now here's the thing: Who says, that masculinity is bad? Nobody. When there is a masculine woman, it is normally more... Continue Reading →


Circulatory Collapse

August 22nd was the date of my first appointment at the endocrinology. I was very nervous but everybody was nice and understanding. They wanted a blood test. For the record: despite having multiple piercings and other modifications, I am extremely scared of those. My veins are thin and I do not bleed easily. So there... Continue Reading →


Liebster Award – Discover New Blogs

The Liebster Award is an award that exists only on the internet, and is given to bloggers by other bloggers. The earliest case of the award goes as far back as 2011. Liebster in German means dearest, beloved, pleasant, valued, favourite, and endearing (I'm sorry but as a German myself I had to delete the... Continue Reading →


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