Selective Mutism – My Story (1/2)

For years and years I've suffered. "You're just shy, you will get over it" is what doctors and other people told me and my parents. Now being 22 years old, I finally have a diagnosis on what's wrong with me. I finally have a name. I can finally explain why I've always had anxiety, literally... Continue Reading →


One Year On Testosterone – Changes & Struggles

21st November 2018 the day has finally come. The day I knew would be, but still felt too far away and not realistic enough. But it couldn't be any more real. 2018 was hell and heaven. Hell due to my family situation and heaven due to how far I've come! After 2 weeks my voice... Continue Reading →

Haunted Heart

Like a typhoon trapped in a jar a storm locked in a box it feels so bizarre I guess because it seems paradox but my world fell apart when the river that used to be comfort finally ran dry like abstract art that somehow makes you cry And I want to ask you why it... Continue Reading →

An Open Letter – A Family Disappointment (2/2)

⌈Trigger Warning; depression; fights; mention of eating disorder/self harm; harsh language; dysphoria⌋ This open letter is dedicated to all those people who left my life because I'm trans. It's never easy to lose people, no matter the circumstances. Sometimes it's our fault, because we hurt their feelings, sometimes people change and part ways. No matter... Continue Reading →

“This is a Phase!”

When it comes to coming out, saying "This is a phase" is probably one of the most hated responses out there. And it is completely disrespectful to say to anyone. Not just to gay/bi/pan/asexual people because it goes both ways. Nobody wants their orientation to be invalidated, no matter what age or orientation they have, that doesn't matter. You don't have... Continue Reading →

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